Wednesday, March 31, 2021

The Good Book is No Longer Relevant To The Modern Muslims

Modern Muslims are no longer in need of the Good Book. They have technology, adequate resources and Peace Treaties to go off of. They have tons of resources available. Mental and Emotional Health is a top priority for the states and authorities of our day. 


Even with wildfire ideas such as Communist Revolutions, Dystopian WorldViews and Faulty Immigration Policies, we still can cling to a sane view of the world. Through exiting out of our limited perspectives and giving religion it's proper due and credit, in the safest way possible. There are however, many biases that come from both the Ummah and The Mullahs of today's society. Sometimes, even from the people in our very own homes. 

The Good Book is a great notion of an ever-lasting union with God. Sometimes, Unions fall apart so entire nations can be built. That in itself, is the most hope one can get in hopes of living in a free-world. But Democracy is not something that is covered in the Good Book. Thus, one can assert that God's interests are not tied up to the well-being of sovereign nations, but instead completely devoted to the Tyranny that keeps God on his Throne.

And while Good Muslims are not to sin against God, or fall out of the natural order of Good; they are required to place their priorities in the right order. While God gives us Security in provisions, if we obey his Command, he also pushes us to become the best versions of ourself. In the modern world, Religion is detached from the Political, Economic and Social Structures that regulate our lives. On top of that, there is the notion of Ambition and Self Actualization; a concept that can't even be placed on a scale of Good and Evil, because both terms are inherently inclusive of both Good and Evil. Everyone's idea of self-Actualisation and Ambition is different. This is a topic, heavily discussed in the Poem "Paradise Lost"by John Milton.


There has been so many critiques of Paradise Lost, focusing simply on Man's Disobedience To God. However, there is so much more to the nature of God and where He can be found in our heart. For man y people, this Truth has to be balanced out with their need for Self-Actualization and Fulfilment of their Ambition. 


Ayat-Ul-Kursi: 

For those of you who know this Sura, you are well-aware that this is the most powerful Surahs in the Quran. Yet, when you examine Ayat-Ul-Kursi upclose, and get into a discussion of it, the Surah begins to unfold it's layers like an onion. Ayat-Ul-Kursi is a great anti-didactic to what the current world is facing; affliction of the mind due to a society mired in materialism. 

This article will explain the meaning of Ayat-Ul-Kursi, it's origins, as well as the various Socio-Economic Cultural Forces that I have derived contending points from. In the end, whether we believe in Jesus or Allah, Muhammad or Mary, we are all accountable to explain ourselves to other people. 




Allah! There is no god ˹worthy of worship˺ except Him, the Ever-Living, All-Sustaining. Neither drowsiness nor sleep overtakes Him. To Him belongs whatever is in the heavens and whatever is on the earth. Who could possibly intercede with Him without His permission? He ˹fully˺ knows what is ahead of them and what is behind them, but no one can grasp any of His knowledge—except what He wills ˹to reveal˺. His Seat1 encompasses the heavens and the earth, and the preservation of both does not tire Him. For He is the Most High, the Greatest.2  Dr. Mustafa Khattab, the Clear Quran

We do not own anything or anyone. God has knowledge of all things, seen and unseen. 

God Is Writing Sketch Comedy

 Each and everyone of us is presented with tests in our life. We have to deal with Tests when whether we are male or female. Tests are a part of life, no matter how hard we fight against them. For a long time, I was concerned about the struggles and battles of life. Afraid that I could not get through them alone. I was scared reckless. I was recklessly abandoning myself with so much reckless abandon that I forgot Lana Del Rey existed. Then I went through something really tough. I split up with my fiancé, Sam of two and a half years. It was the hardest and most difficult loss of my life. I could not imagine living without him. But, his mother was just like my former best-friend's ex's mother. Just the mildest version of her to be honest. A crazy, narcissist, maniacal lesbian out to get me around every corner. I had to come clean and break off my engagement. 


Plus, he couldn't show up to my mother's funeral because he was too busy jerking off to porn. He has a sever porn and video game addiction. Just one of the many reasons we had to break up. And gosh, think about all the times you get disappointed at a guy for not making money, having manners, long-term goals, ambition, grace, kindness or enriching thoughts. He was actually the biggest loser (Unemployed Loser that is) that I had ever met in my life. Arn't all exes losers, when we look through the rear-view window? 

He was also very lazy. He said he was scared of driving and facing up to his father, who was also full of regrets and just as abusive, cynical and full of toxic self-deceiving lies as him. Their warped view of reality actually led to him having a neurotic, mental breakdown and he had to be hospitalised into a mental institution. I could have sworn he was Schizophrenic. In actuality, he was another of those fobby brown guys you see in Toronto, waiting for a pair of legs to stick their frustrations into. 


Anyways, so I got past all that and forgave myself for mistaking anyone for my own dad. And it's all in the past now. I have made tons of strides in my life, becomes closer to the Lord, and become more focused than ever on my future. 


In case you are going through something tough, such a Breakup or Mental Health Struggled, always remember to love yourself first. Always take care of yourself. Don't ever let go of the people who make your feel loved and supported through the tough journey of life. When you are at a loss of support or feel the walls caving in on you, breathe through it. And always, always remember: Grace gets us through the tough lessons of Leadership and Hardships.


Tell them, (O Prophet): "Let them rejoice in Allah's Grace and Mercy..." 

                                                                                                                 (Yunus 10:58)




The Mother Wound

 Many of us feel disconnected from our mothers since birth. It is an ache in us, that haunts us to our dying days. We feel the need for maternal warmth, the same way we need Food, Clothing and Shelter. Many of us are not lucky enough to receive it, due to the dysfunctional childhoods our own mothers have ended up seeing. 


As a result of this, the MotherHood Wound is highly prevalent in Society. This topic has been heavily discussed in society at large. Psychologists discuss this in detail, off and on, whenever they can. They have found the mother wound to be highly prevalent among masculine women, who are unable to love beyond production. This affects the bonding to their child, and all the emotional pay-offs they get from connecting fully to their off-spring. 

Here are some exampled of where The Mother Wound shows up in your life: 


1. You are always anxious around your mother. 

2. There are unspoken secrets, resentments and ways of relating that don't move the Mother Figure into a loving place. Albeit, both the mother and the daughter are aware of these patterns, and they over-look them in an effort to save the relationship. 

3. Love is held on the highest pedestal, therefore, it is out of reach. Perhaps for an Eternity. 

4. These relationships don't fizzle out, but without proper accountability, get more lopsided overtime. :) :) <3 

5. Breathing Room is always needed in order to accurately address The Mother Wound. 

Ar-Rahman Diaries (Part.1)

  People who lack Ambition hate on others. Often, they're sad that they missed opportunities in life, or never fully developed. They are often trying to forgive themselves for missing opportunities. 


Never be someone who isn't willing to take a risk. Live beyond attachments and fear of losing someone or something. Never be afraid to be vulnerable with yourself. Never Stop Believing. 


Never let go of anyone who helps you become a better person. :) <3 

Always find fulfilment outside of people, and never bite the hand that feeds you. xD 

How To Leave Duniya and Pursue Deen

 The focus of our live moves in many directions when we are unsettled. Our emotional worlds can be full of turbulence and chaos, if we neglect ourselves. To add to our woes, we are responsible for each and every individual we come across to provide some level of peace. That is, if we are true believers. This existential woe does not go unnoticed in any human. Every human being has a SuperHero Complex that they contend in multiple ways; whether they work hard in their career, 

Saturday, March 27, 2021

Ram Power Wagon 75th 2021 : Redefine Performance


 I couldn't be more happier. I found love in a car. The wheels made my head spin. It was the most steady vehicle I had seen for a while. Then I got home, and started to muse and muse and muse some more.  I have never been one to slow down. This car catches my breath away. It has redefined my need to achieve, and go the extra mile. Which girl doesn't love a good catch?

Wednesday, March 24, 2021

It Doesn't Matter What I Have On My Wrist, I Won't Feel Good Inside

 I feel so ugly inside. Even with all the clothes and shoes and two cars in my garage, I feel so empty and deprived of sanity. Life is a struggle and I am just so fucking done. 


Sometimes I wonder why other people are so Happy, then I realize that everyone is fighting a battle you know nothing about. I have left behind the past, the gloomy days but my student debt follows me around like a cat call. Why am I such a fucking mess?


I am so upset and absolutely on the verge of a Mental Breakdown. I have to contend myself on why I only run to God when I struggle? The truth of the matter is that I hate Capitalism and the way it degrades human beings into feeling like they are nothing but mechanical pieces achieving no end but that of becoming an empty void, instead of a vessel to be filled by the love and light of God. 

In hope of achieving a better outcome, I have stepped away from Society as a whole and decided to experiment and seek out answers to life's biggest questions; in fact, personalised answers that can only come about through taking on vows of poverty. As much as I fight against the current of society and change, I am truly fighting a battle deep within myself to go past all my hurts and griefs and become the person I am supposed to be. God has given every human being potential and talents to apply and the wisdom to know how to deliver them to the rest of humanity. But, I have realised the hard way that God cannot fix everything in us until we are willing to be our own helpmate. 

So with this new way of looking at my life, I have decided that faith will win.

It will win each and everyday until I have nothing left but a deep mired (MURRRRRRRR) of hatred and sickness for the Karma of Capitalism and it's negligent attitudes towards the souls who are truly in the purgatory of the real world, with no help, food or shelter. My vision keeps breaking me, instead of me breaking my vision. I am trying to fix the world. 


This is me.

This is Mind Control. 


Love, 

Mimi

How to Have A Spiritual Tornado: Make Peace with your need to have One

There is No Such Thing As Peace

How To Have A Spiritual Cyclone


Step 1. Get Rid of The Kids. Let the Father Take Care of Them 

Step 2: Get Away from the Husband. 

Step 3: Nurture Yourself and the People Who are in your life forever.


God Binds Shaitaan In Every Month, Not Just In Ramadan

Compassion For The Djinns (Pt. 1)

   In The Name of Allah,

The Most Compassionate, The Most Merciful:


The world of the unseen is very much a part of a Muslim’s reality. We often neglect the unseen because we are very involved in our day to day lives.

I took this year to reflect on my Islamic Knowledge, particularly my curiosity for the unseen and the hidden gems and truths. Eventually, my love for the Quran and Hadith gave way to my soul journey. This journey, naturally made me dive deep into all of God's Creation. I had to find out everything I could about the one topic I loved; Demonic Possession. Demonic Possession to me was something I had been scarred by in childhood, due to the horror stories I heard about while growing up in Pakistan.

So I decided to overcome my fear of Demonic Possession by thinking like a Psychologist and figuring out what I was really afraid of. In my field study of the Djinns, I have found several reasons why they do not function in the same realm as Insaans.  In my field research, I saw Djinns trying to emulate a person and giving them a case of mistaken identity. At first, it seemed real. Like I was making love to a person. It turned out to be a Djinn. 


The Djinns created a lot of controversy. The Djinns were looking for their creator, just like everyone else. But this was the first time in my life, where I saw the world of the unseen and the seen mix together. The Quran specifies details about Humans and DJinns. However, no human can ever come close to interpreting why God made them from different substances, and why he never chose to let the two mix in the Seen World. The Unseen World is a whole different story. There was a lot to learn about the Djinns, and the unseen world was always beckoning at my front doorstep. I chose to conduct a thorough  Case Study to give my readers further knowledge about The World of The Djinns, and how we can come to build compassion for them. Last but not least, this case study is from an Islamic Perspective, meaning it is verifiable in the Name of Allah, The Most Merciful, The Most Beneficent.



Surah Imran is a heavy, and controversial Surah of the Quran; covering the concept of Djinns. This is a Noble creation of God, made from fire. The Djinns are stronger than Humans. They are able to rest on any part of our body, whether it be the side of our thigh or the left of our clavicle bone. All in all, God created Djinns and Humans separately; they are not meant to intermingle unless without the decree of God. There are a lot of YouTube videos that discuss Black Magic and Shirk in Pakistan. People sell their souls to cast spells and love potions on each other. Men sit by idly on the streets, jumping at the chance to read The Holy Quran Backwards. There is also a great sense of pride that is taken by purchasers of these Love Potions. In reality, it is usually a male calling upon Demonic Forces and missing Djinns to get something that is not willed by God. This form of sorcery is known as Black Magic. Unfortunately, it can easily become an addiction. It can become one of our biggest vices. Addictions serve no purpose in Islam. Even with all the modern advances in self-help and psychology, there is little to no help for people who are addicted to trying to bind up their power with Djinns. This is the saddest truth. We cannot control the Djinns. But, in an effort to do so, we can end up becoming controlled by them.


God shows more Rehmah upon The Djinns than People. For good muslims, and even for the ones who are perhaps not the regular 5 Times A Day Prayers, you regularly see Djinns walking up and asking for Friendship with them. It is usually broken and lonely people, who have lost or misplaced their anchor to God; these are the people who are most heavily involved with The Djinns. At other times, Djinns can become Narcissistic Supply for Abusive Individuals, giving them a feeling of Superiority, feeding their insecurities all at the same time leaving them powerless and hopeless.


What can we do for such individuals?

You can only Pray and Do Ruqaya for them.

Apart from that, there's not much you can do for them.

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